- Ian Roederer, Ph.D. Student
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Interfaith Forum on War
- Ian Roederer, Ph.D. Student
How is Healing a Spiritual Discipline?
What convicts you about Jesus' role as a healer? How is healing a spiritual practice, and what does Jesus' example teach us as healers?
Healing to me means helping people, whether they be suffering physically, emotionally, mentally, spiritually, etc. And healing others is a conscious choice I must make everyday. Sometimes we can get so bogged down in our own lives and problems, that we fail to see how we can be of service to others. But Jesus chose, and so can we. This passage also shows me that I shouldn't be motivated to heal and help others for personal gain or recognition. The choice I make to heal must come from within, from my own source of intrinsic motivation and love for others.
- Stephanie Cantu, Senior
While Jesus' example of healing the leper gives us a concrete and physical example of healing, it also serves as an example of spiritual healing. Jesus' miracle took away the leper's pain, but it also had to provide a boost to his faith, his emotions, and his sense of self-worth. I'm assuming that many of us don't exactly possess the powers of conducting miracles, so spiritual healing is a way that we can practice and share our faith. Feeding the hungry, helping the sick, or just simply carrying on a friendly conversation with a stranger are all ways that we could participate in the practice of healing. Such simple tasks can have a huge influence on a person, and I believe that by making someone's day just a little bit better, we are practicing our faith through healing. Jesus' example teaches us that healing should be a priority in our lives, and how we apply this lesson is up to us.
- Drew Gerdes, Sophomore
In this scripture, the leper asks Jesus, if He is willing, to cleanse him. Jesus does choose to make the leper clean and touches him. Since Jesus touched the leper, He is now considered unclean in the eyes of society. I think this shows us that healing isn't simply physical healing, but stems from a spiritual root. In order to be healed, the leper turned to Jesus and asked to be healed. That's kinda like turning to Jesus in our lives when we realize we are insufficient. We can't heal ourselves, just like we can't grant ourselves salvation. Jesus then touches the leper and becomes unclean. Or, in a spiritual sense, Jesus came to earth, making himself human, and thus unclean. He did this in order to heal us, in order to give us life. This is important when considering our roles as healers. We need to remember that healing, while it can refer to a physical practice, is also spiritual in nature. When we act as healers we are proclaiming the word of God.
- Amanda Nelson, Junior
Haha, so, I really like this verse... Bart Ehrman, a contextual critic, provides evidence that scribes edited out Jesus getting mad at the leper after he asked him help. The part about "moved with pity" actually read "moved with anger", which really changes the entire meaning of the verse.
For me, it's not about the leper asking for help. It's about the manner in which the leper asks,"‘If you choose, you can make me clean." The leper is trying to put the ball in the Lord's court--
LEPER: You know... if you like, if you got time, I mean, if it's not too much trouble... like I understand if you have errands, like feeding the hungry, or having visions on mountains or such, but, uuuuuuhhhh... Hey man, could you MAYBE heal me? I'm mean, it's ok if you don't, but... it's all up to you, I'm pretty much powerless and helpless sod, and, welllll... I can't do anything for myself.
JESUS (retorting back irately): WELL DUH! OF COURSE I'M GOING TO HEAL YOU!!! I'm Jesus, son of GOD. Look, it's a given that I'm going to do everything I can to help you, and I will listen and act upon your requests, but HOLY SHAWARMA ON A SCHTICK! You're made in the Image of God, so YOU'RE NOT POWERLESS!!!
So what convicts me? Jesus loves me. He will do anything for me regardless of my behavior. But He doesn't want me to act like a helpless little snot either.
Oh yeah... and the leper, after the fact, still didn't do anything that Jesus instructed.
Metaphor anyone?
- Caleb Braley, Senior
I guess I missed the leper discussion; I like Caleb's point of view on the topic though. Have you ever wondered what the world would be like if Christianity was a quiet thing like Jesus seemed to want? What if the word of God was passed in peoples homes and in dark corners rather than in cathedrals or gymnasiums with spotlights on booming preachers?
- Jeff Stump, Sophomore
Healing is an interesting topic for me to think about because I want to be a doctor one day. I do think that healing can happen in more than a physical way, and even that physical healing is one of the least important ways to heal. After all, there are countless stories of hope where people realize what life is all about when they don’t heal. Like a man losing his legs and realizing he needs Jesus more than legs. Kind of raw, but I hope you get the idea.
I think that this passage is analogous to our salvation. All it takes is one action by God and we are clean of whatever sins we commit or whatever way we haven’t followed him, but we often doubt His ability. Things get so bad and screwed up in our lives—even if it’s not visible on the outside—that we wonder if we should even bother asking. Jesus wants us to know from this passage that He will choose to heal us, no matter what we bring before Him. That is a beautiful and powerful truth to me. And while the leper didn’t follow Jesus’ instructions, I can understand his reaction. He is realizing the mercy God chose to show us and is completely overwhelmed with joy and wonder. This is what we should feel every time we think about God’s forgiveness and love. He has the power to heal us completely! How could that not get you excited?
With that said, I think we play a critical role in healing on earth. We have the responsibility of bringing that healing to others. We aren’t its creators, but I believe we are channels through which God often delivers it. There’s way too many ways to do this to list them here, but I’ve decided I want to bring healing through helping people physically heal. I hope that will open the door for other ways of healing too. I realize everyone isn’t called to that particular way of healing, but I think everyone is called to heal in some way. You just have to figure out how you are going to best do that!
- Scott Saunders, Junior
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Scripture for Sunday: Healing
The Scripture for Sunday evening is the story of Jesus healing the leper. What does this scripture teach us about Jesus as a healer? How is healing a spiritual discipline, and how are we called to do the same? Mark 1:40-41
A leper came to him begging him, and kneelinghe said to him, ‘If you choose, you can make me clean.’ Moved with pity, Jesus stretched out his hand and touched him, and said to him, ‘I do choose. Be made clean!’ Immediately the leprosy *434445 left him, and he was made clean. After sternly warning him he sent him away at once, saying to him, ‘See that you say nothing to anyone; but go, show yourself to the priest, and offer for your cleansing what Moses commanded, as a testimony to them.’ But he went out and began to proclaim it freely, and to spread the word, so that Jesus * could no longer go into a town openly, but stayed out in the country; and people came to him from every quarter.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Disciples? Apostles? Us?
Here is the mission statement for University Presbyterian Church:
Empowered by God's Spirit, we follow Jesus Christ as disciples and apostles who are equipped and sent to represent God's reign in the world through worship, service, and community.
Last night, at Bible Study we started reading and discussing the Book of Acts, and we considered what it means to be disciples and apostles. "Disciple" comes from a Greek verb which means "to learn." In its most basic meaning, a disciple is a learner. "Apostle" comes from a Greek verb which means "to be sent." In its most basic meaning, an apostle is one who is sent.
How do you consider yourself to be a disciple or an apostle these days? How do you do that in worship, service, and community?
Monday, October 27, 2008
Go Barcodes!
Well folks, that's right. It's time for Volleyball Season! And last night was the Barcodes first game! We were full of youthful vigor and enthusiastic sportsmanship!
Well, some were more enthusiastic than others if truth be told.
And we got squashed. That happens every first game of the season. And we got squashed by a team named "Victorious Secret" no less. But! We played really well. We really do improve every year. Way to go, Barcodes! LIFE OF A CHILD!!!!!!!!
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Cookies! And Pumpkins!
It all started at HEB where we picked out our pumpkins and cookie dough of choice. Kathleen's pumpkin seemed to be perfectly proportional. Hunter and Catherine's had a slash down it which they worked into its face. Super scary!
Then it was carving time. We were ready to go and MEAN!
All in all, it was very fun!
Friday, October 24, 2008
A Meaningful Dialogue
- Jess Andres
Thursday, October 23, 2008
What Does Taize Worship Mean to You?
What does Taize Worship mean to you?
Taize worship to me is a moment when time completely stops and where none of my worries matter at all. It's a time where I can be present with myself and the people who surround me, especially my friends :) It allows me to reflect on what has happened and what is to come. My most favorite part about Taize worship is being able to share my gift of playing the violin and the music that is able to touch every soul in the room. The joy and happiness I get from it is the reason why I attend the Taize worship every month and hope to do so as long as I can. Because it was this congregation that opened their arms to me and welcomed me into their lives. Allowing me to be with God, maybe not in the same manner but giving me the freedom to worship Him and pray to Him by practicing a little bit of my own religion. And in return to share with them a little bit about my religion. For that I am most grateful for and why I enjoy going to Taize.
- Seena
Time to think. Time to reflect. Time to let my mind wander. Time to sing. Time to harmonize. Time to let that haunting melody with the lowered second replay over and over.
- Ian
The long moment of silence is especially meaningful to me each time we gather for Taize worship. In that moment, I always seem to remember anew what it means to be placed in the People of God, formed and familied together with others.
I am reminded of this truth in a way that feels immensely transcendent and holy. I give thanks for Taize worship.
- Renee
To me Taize worship is finding the quiet center of my soul and resting there in the assurance of God's love. It is being together with others sharing meditative songs, scripture, bread and wine, silence. It is a time to quiet the noise of our busy lives and world and re-connect with "the still small voice" of God's presence. In short, Taize is good for my soul!
- San
The first time I went to a Taize service, I was more than a little skeptical of the concept of singing the same thing over and over until it "sank in". Until I did it, that is. The humming really gets to me. Once you've gone over the verse several times, the music has gotten louder and softer and then everyone just feels a hush and then you hum the melody again. Something about that just makes my whole being feel a rush of togetherness with the people around me and with the one I'm worshiping.
By night we hasten in darkness, in search of living water. Only our thirst leads us onward.
I will admit that there are times when I don't feel anything from Taize. My mind gets in the way, my spirit isn't quiet. The repetitive singing is a little too repetitive, and the silent reflection goes on a little too long.
But when I go into the sanctuary with a quiet heart (and you will know when your soul is still, it's not just a cliche!) I feel the presence of God in that place. It may sound grim, but I feel the weight of his presence and of my sins. I have cried during Taize, I have felt the holiness that we worship. And it's wonderful.
- Amanda
Taize is meaningful to me because it allows me to listen to God, isolated from all external worries and distractions. When we have a Taize service, even though we all listen to the same music and hear the same readings, I know the experience is different for every person in the sanctuary. Playing the flute is how I connect with and listen to God; sometimes it is easier to express my thoughts and prayers through music instead of words. Taize brings me closer to God, closer to UPC, and closer to the people with whom I share these blessings.
-Lauron
Taize worship is a time of leaving behind whatever cares and concerns I might have at the moment. The music helps me enter into the heart of God and just rest there.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Simchat Torah
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
An Elder Shares Hopes for Austin Agape
Who is Roscoe Overton?
He's one of our Elders at University Presbyterian Church.
More specifically. . .
Roscoe along with his wife Johnnie joined UPC during the spring of 1995, a long time Presbyterian from the Memphis Presbytery. While in Memphis he had served on Committee on Ministry and at the Synod level, was chair of the Racial Ethical Council and served a treasurer of the National Black Presbyterian Caucus for six years. He was elected elder for the Class of 2009, and became active with the Mission & Service Committee, currently serve as chair; a Sunday School advocate, he later assumed teacher and developer of the Present Word Class.
Roscoe received his B.S degree from Texas Southern University, Houston, Texas in the School of Industry and the M.S. degree from Tennessee State University, Nashville, Tennessee in Administration and Supervision. Participated in a Seminar on National Certified Investigator Training (21) hours offered by the Law Enforcement Training Institute, University of Missouri-Columbia. His employment began in administration as Executive Director of the Memphis & Shelby County Community Action Agency and ended his working career as an Investigator for the Department of Commerce and Insurance, State of Tennessee. He received many Outstanding Achievement Awards. His current community involvements are many such as--Trustee on the National Presbyterian Church, USA Foundation; treasurer for the Austin Center for Peace & Justice; community council member for KOOP Radio Station member of founder and the executive director of The Overton Group, a non-profit organization designed to promote the teaching of the Spanish Language in Pre-kindergarten and Kindergarten.
What does he hope for Austin Agape?
My first service at the UPC was an evening service conducted by the Campus Ministry group. I was inspired by their worship service, and began attending regularly. Since then I have attend at least two Campus Ministry services and was inspired by both. However, on a university campus, where diversity is the order of the day with all of its activities, I would like to see our church Campus Ministry program reflect that same diversity. Therefore, my support in a more diversified group could be counted on. Especially, recognizing that diversity usually comes by intentionally designing a plan of action, which could be an objective undertaken for this year.
Monday, October 20, 2008
One Way to Play
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Sermon: Re-create!
Mark 10:13-16, 2 Corinthians 5:16-21
At the beginning of every academic year, some of us hear this question a lot: “So what’s your group all about?” Some of us know the routine. We set up that campus ministry table at the summer orientation sessions. We usually sit there laugh a lot. People walk by, and we take bets on who’s a hard-core Presbyterian – you know, the energizer type. And that big photoboard falls over, like a jillion times! You know what I’m talking about. There’s a routine involved. “So what’s your group all about?” We get that question.
And every year, I find myself thinking, “Well, what is our group about?”
And I know I could answer that a lot of ways. Our group is about worship. So much of who we are emerges from this time together. Our group is about mission – we support a food pantry, and we have so many opportunities to plug into the mission of this congregation. Our group is about community – not just casually gathering together from time to time. Our group is a close-knit group of friends who know what’s going on in each other’s lives. We celebrate and take care of each other here.
And we’re a playing community.
I’ve been thinking about this a lot lately. We play here – in silly conversations or games of foursquare upstairs during Bible Study. We laugh a lot. We enjoy our time together. We’re a playing community.
And I was thinking about this on the retreat we had just two weeks ago. One of my favorite moments of the retreat was Saturday afternoon. I was sitting on the edge of the pool, dangling my feet in the water, and I could not stop laughing. We all kept laughing. Megan, Caleb, Patrick, Alyssa, and Drew were all in a line, jumping into the pool with a running start. They were playing this silly game. Lauron was standing to the side of the pool, and as they began to run, she would yell out a letter. The person jumping would have to shout out a word that began with that letter. You could see their confused expressions as they jumped in – usually coming up with some ridiculous word or with nothing at all. Poor Alyssa, bless her heart, would almost always start laughing before she could get anything out.
And then it got funnier. Lauron started shouting out animals, and the jumpers had to make that animal’s sound before they landed in the pool. Drew was the first to go. “Giraffe!” Lauron yelled. As you can imagine, the noises people came up with as they plummeted into that pool was pretty funny. This was an expression of a playful community. It was funny. I also thought it was beautiful.
Have you ever considered play to be spiritual discipline? We’ve been focusing on spiritual practices together this semester. We’ve been considering how our faith and spirituality weaves into the intricate parts of our daily lives. Prayer, Proclamation, Sabbath, Sacrament, Remembrance – we’ve talked about all of these. Well, what about play? Is that a spiritual discipline too?
Maybe it’s hard for people to think that way. Discipline. That sounds like a hard word – a word of difficulty. Maybe it even sounds like a word of labor. After all, doesn’t it take work to put our spirituality into regular practice? And work sounds like the opposite of play to us.
We live in a world of work. Work everywhere. I know you’re not a stranger to this. Tests and papers pile up into a mountain of stress. There’s homework too. There’s a lot of running around from place to place. There are lot of “have to-s.” I “have to” do this, or I “have to” be here. I “have to” get this done, or I “have to” pay the bills. The truth is that we really do need to do many of these things, but in the process, we can easily feel as if every second of our day is scheduled. And sometimes it feels like our lives are just contracted out – here and there, to that group, and to this project. Are we actually alive to the things we really value, or are we enslaved to the mountain of things we have to do? Perhaps even more dangerous, are we enslaved to some image we need to project – the image of being successful through productivity? Has our culture and media taught us that our worth is wrapped up in what we can produce? Have we bought into this? And do we keep ourselves busy to somehow avoid our true selves – our selves that have intrinsic value, though the world of productivity might never recognize it?
Our scriptures have something to say to us about that tonight. Can you imagine the scene? People were bringing their children to Jesus. He had developed quite a reputation. He was certainly busy, traveling from place to place, speaking from people to people. And it made sense for people to bring their children to him. Children. They represented hope. They were covenant people now, but obvious symbols of the future. People were bringing the embodiment of their hopes to Jesus.
But the disciples weren’t too excited about this. They spoke sternly to the people. I wonder what they might have said. . . We can’t know for sure, but we can imagine. “Look, we can’t stop for this.” “We don’t have time!” “Stop wasting Jesus’ energy. There are other people who need us more right now.” But Jesus stopped all that nonsense, and he didn’t do it lightly. The text says he was indignant.
“Let the children come to me; do not stop them; for it is to such as these that the kingdom belongs. Truly, I tell you, whoever does not receive the
I’ve heard this text many times in my life, and I’ve always thought Jesus was saying this: Whoever does not receive the
We’re not made in the image of our work.
We’re not made in the image of what we can produce.
So what can this say to us about play in a world of work? Well, we all know that we like to play. We all like to take time away from the rat race to enjoy ourselves. We like to laugh. We like to enjoy company with one another. We like the way that it unburdens us for a while.
But maybe there’s a problem in this set-up. It unburdens us for a while. We think about play as recreation, only to jump right back into the race. In fact, it’s often in service to the race. “Well, I’ll take a day off. That will make me more productive for the days that follow.” If play is temporary recreation in service to work (which is the thing that really matters?) we’re still enslaved to a rat-race of production. Even our play becomes scheduled. It’s only there to make us better producers.
What we need is a paradigm shift all together. Maybe play isn’t the opposite of work. Maybe it isn’t that brief suspension of productivity, just to plunge right back into it. Maybe it’s a state of mind that recognizes we are children – beloved children of God who have intrinsic worth – no matter where we go and no matter what we do. And in that way, we aren’t slaves to our work or to the image-making projections we create through our work. As we do our work, we know we are children who are exploring God’s creation. We’re learning. We’re sharing. We’re serving. We’re discovering. We’re playing. We can do all of these things in our work. If play is a state of mind and a way of acting out of that truth, we can play even there. We have worth as children of God. We don’t need to gain it through our work. We just need to live as the children we are!
We don’t need moments of recreation – brief spaces of time which suspend the burden of work. What we need is re-creation. We need play to teach us that we are new creations – the old has passed away! All things have become new! We play, knowing that we are valuable. We take time to recognize that truth – and to let it transform everything, including how we think about our work!
I believe we do that here. We are a playing community. When I watched the game in the pool, I thought, “There are so many people in their 40s, 50s, 60s, and older who would give anything to play a game like that.” But unfortunately as we age, we sometimes buy into what our culture tells us. We put up more inhibitions. We tell ourselves that it isn’t mature to play. Well, that’s absurd. It’s inhuman to stop our play. It’s just part of who we were created to be.
Have you ever considered that there’s a ministry to being young? As I look around the room tonight, I recognize that many of us would be labeled in the “young” category. There is a ministry of age as well, of course. We need the wisdom, maturity, and nurture of those who are older. But young people add something as well. We play – we explore – we ask new questions, questions that other generations might have stopped asking. And when Austin Agape plays, we do a service to this entire congregation. We demonstrate humanity and invite others to be the Children of God they are.
So be yourselves, Austin Agape.
Live forth in a ministry of being young.
Be a playing community within this church.
Know that you are of infinite worth.
Live in a spirit of re-creation.
And play as the Children of God you are.
Amen.
- Renée Roederer, Campus Minister
Saturday, October 18, 2008
How Is Play a Spiritual Discipline?
Play is most definitely a spiritual discipline. Play restores the soul and makes the days brighter. If we get bogged down with work or obligations, including obligations to the church, we won't see the fun in life. Play can help us share together, share talents, thoughts, jokes, smiles, and our hearts. Trust is built and when we can trust each other it is easier for us to trust in Gods presence.
Play is most important and I love playing with all of you. :)
-K-Fry
I would put play in the category of recreation or re-creation. I think it gives us a chance to explore both the world around us because we manipulate things and try things, but it also allows us to explore relationships and put ourselves in new scenerios with our friends and just experience each other. Building relationships is a way of growing in community and growing in the knowledge of God's creation.
I've definitely seen Ben and Renee exhibit play in meaningful ways -- going to the strawberry patch or having dinner together every Sunday. I've seen it practiced by building into each other's lives.
- Joy
Play allows you be who you feel like being or do what you feel like doing. We practice this regularly at Austin Agape, and we invite others to do it with us!
- Ian
There's probably some truth to the statement made in the Shining that "all work and no play makes X a dull boy (or girl)." I think play is a spiritual discipline because it helps us in our struggle to not be dull (which I imagine as being kind of stagnant) in our relationships with each other and with God. Play is kind of like mentally taking a breath. It renews our energy, and reminds us that there are plenty of things that are more important than the work that we would otherwise be consumed by. It keeps us mentally stable. And though we're not explicitly commanded by the Bible to be mentally stable, I think we would have a hard time reaching out to people if we weren't. A lack of play would weaken our relationships with each other as well as our ability to show love to strangers.
In our community, making time to play often means making time for people. Whether it's coming to dinner before the evening service on Sunday, making time for a retreat, skiing, or coming for 4 square before Bible study, we play. We make time for each other. We breathe together.
- Tiana
I think of play in the community sense. If we put our egos away and listen to each other and laugh with each other, talk and all that good stuff, we are finding the joy in each other that I am sure God finds in us. Let me try to explain better (I mean I could delete all my rambling until I find the kernel of what I am trying to say, and you wouldn't know how bumbly I am...but I'm amongst friends!)
When we play we celebrate being who we are. We celebrate our idiosyncracies and our silly selves and joyful selves; we celebrate our friends' as we celebrate ourselves. To me, this is giving thanks to God for who he created us to be and thanking God for the friends (and maybe other participating strangers) that he has linked us to.
I would sound more eloquent, but Renee keeps talking to me. I blame my bumbliness on her. But don't ridicule her, because I love her!
Friday, October 17, 2008
How Is Play a Spiritual Discipline?
It had been a while since I had thought about spiritual disciplines, so when Renee asked me to reflect on play as one I had to mosey on over to the PCUSA website. They define it this way: A spiritual discipline is a broad understanding of life choices that a person makes for the purpose of entering into deeper awareness and relationship with God.
So how is play a spiritual discipline? I feel that being able to play, to crack open the shell of self-consciousness enough so that you can interact with the people around you in a way that is close and enjoyable, is truly the realization of God's hope for his people. Jesus said it best when he said that "the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these", referring to the children he saw innocently loving him and playing around him. We get so caught up in fashion and correctness that to be able to set those aside and be ourselves is a wonderful example of God's grace. Imagine if we couldn't achieve salvation unless we wore polished shoes and starched our shirts. There is no such rule - we are loved for who we are.
Sometimes when we play four-square upstairs I catch a little dribble of drool coming out of my mouth. I get so caught up in the play that I salivate with joy. Gross, right? But my friends, the people (even first-timers!) that I play with every Monday afternoon, they don't care that I drool. They might laugh with (/at) me, but they aren't going to condemn me for my lack of propriety. They love me. And after four-square, we go sit down on the couches and study the Bible. And I know that I can be myself in that circle. By opening myself up to the people around me, I can open myself up to the words of the Bible in a way that would be impossible in a stodgier setting. Trust me, I know, I've been there.
Agapeans (Agapites?) practice the spiritual discipline of play on a daily basis. Whether it's Taize: The Musical or four-square or Capture the Flag with the Lutherans or intramural sports with the Barcodes or any of the other myriad of playful things we do, we open ourselves up to each other and there we find the love of God reflected in each other's eyes. We give thanks that we are able to be with each other in such happy circumstances.
Play is certainly a spiritual discipline, one that Austin Agape practices every day.
- Amanda Koss
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Scriptures for Sunday
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
The Way We Speak
I've been thinking a lot lately church culture-- mainly, the way we use language. I'm bouncing tons of ideas around in my head, and want to get some opinions from my fellow agape-ites. So I'm going to ask some questions-- and don't worry, they're open ended, and all about your impressions, and feel free to only answer the ones you want =)
What do you think?
1) What was the best Sermon you've ever heard? Why did you like it?
2) What was the worst?
or
3) Have there even been a sermon that has stood out to you? If not, why?
4) Where do you find you learn the most about spirituality/religion/christianity?
5) When/where have you felt the most comfortable talking about religion? What made it meaningful?
--Caleb
Monday, October 13, 2008
Sermon: Storied Identity
Who are you?
Where did you come from, and how did you get here?
What would happen if you lived as that person?
Those are big questions. We could make them all metaphysical and abstract if we wanted to, but that would draw us away from being grounded. These questions don’t need to be hypothetical or out there somewhere. They’re right here. They’re us.
Who are you?
Where did you come from, and how did you get here?
What if you dared to live as that person?
Those questions aren’t hypothetical at all. They’re not even general. “Hi, I’m a carbon-based life form. I came from the merger of two sequences of DNA, and I got to this moment by continually inhaling oxygen and exhaling carbon dioxide. And here I am, living as a human being – a general, run of the mill, cookie-cutter human being.”
No. Those questions are way more than that. They’re far from being general. They’re specific. They’re specific because you’re specific. The answers to those questions have names. Your life and identity are answers to those questions, and you’re sitting next to others with answers as specific as yours.
This is because we all have stories. Our very identities are storied. They’re woven together with narratives and experiences. They’re knit together with people – people with names, faces. Our stories have places. They have contexts. They’re so much bigger than we are, and yet somehow, they meet up in us. We live as the intersection of people, names, faces, places. They reside within us.
And how does the awareness of that truth function as a spiritual discipline for us? We’ve been talking about spiritual disciplines all semester. We’ve taken time to contemplate their impact. What meaning do they have for our lives? How do they give a Christian witness in mission to others? We’ve talked about prayer, proclamation, Sabbath, and Sacrament. How does the awareness of our storied identity function as a spiritual discipline like these others? The act of Remembrance is a spiritual discipline – a way of being Christian, a way of being human. How might we practice this discipline together?
Who are you?
Where did you come from, and how did you get here?
What if we truly lived as the people God has storied us to be?
In the 1890s, the main building of the University of Texas was not far from the Capitol. The University was only in its second decade with about a thousand students. Not too far away, there was a church in East Austin -- Highland Presbyterian Church, in its first decade. People in that church began to be concerned about the students at the university. “Who are we called to be for them, these students who are only a forty-five minute walk away from us?”
After all, there weren’t cars. There were simply students on foot and a church that saw a need. That church had a dream. They began a mission project. They organized a Sunday School and church services in a building on August Street -- Nueces Street, as it’s called today. And they met in the Austin School of Theology, a separate institution.
In 1897, the Austin School of Theology was forced to close its doors because a lack of funds, and this put Highland Presbyterian Church is a difficult position. They had a congregation in East Austin and now a mission congregation that was doing well. What would they do? They took a risk. They bought that building for $750 and Highland Presbyterian Church moved from East Austin to campus to continue its ministry to students. They stayed in that building for 8 years and then moved a couple of streets over in 1905. That same year, they changed their name to Highland University Presbyterian Church. That’s our congregation. In 1947, Highland was dropped from the name, and University Presbyterian Church continues to live as a community, the result of a dream 111 years before this moment.
We worship in a house of stories. The people of that congregation knew they had stories to give, not only their personal stories but the collective stories that they all shared, stories that bonded them together as a people – stories of Abraham who journeyed into a dream of God, a dream revealed as a starry sky of descendants, more inclusive than anyone could have imagined, stories of Moses and a people journeying through the wilderness toward liberation and promise, igniting stories that would follow – inspiring marginalized people to look to that Exodus for strength in their own movements of liberation, stories of prophets who told the truth about injustice, stories of outsiders like Ruth from Moab who demonstrated her faithfulness and showed others that the People of God cannot limited to ethnicity, stories of John the Baptist who taught people to prepare the way for God’s reign, stories of Mary, a young unmarried woman who could easily have been disregarded in her culture, but who instead bore God to the world and taught us to bear God toward one another, stories of Jesus of Nazareth, her son, the prophet, teacher, Messiah, and Son of God who called everything into question – eating with tax collectors and sinners, making disciples of men and women alike, healing, touching lepers, teaching about a Kingdom of God where the first shall be last and the last shall be first, calling out unjust rulers and establishments – stories of his life of obedience and stories of his death full of love and forgiveness – even to death on a cross – stories of his resurrection, miraculous and mysterious, stories that cause us to rise toward freedom and to be resurrected toward new life with and for others calling everything into question, stories of apostles -- Paul, a converted Pharisee who saw a vision and traveled the 1st century map sharing the message of the One who appeared to him on a dusty Damascus Road – and common people -- Aquilla and Priscilla, tentmakers, Lydia, a maker of purple dye, Barnabus, Timothy, and Phoebe, a deacon – common people who shared the ways that God’s Story swept up their stories, stories which have impacted us and swept up our stories along the way. These are the stories that Highland Presbyterian Church had to give, and they’re ours to remember and share. We live and worship in a house of stories.
And we may have never met those people from Highland Presbyterian Church, but here we sit as their children. We’re the recipients of their love and intention for us. Could they have imagined us? Maybe not. They couldn’t have imagined us dressed the way we are. They certainly couldn’t fathom that we keep in touch through the week on Facebook – let alone our use of televisions, radios, planes, or even cars. They couldn’t have foreseen our technology. They wouldn’t have imagined a church where people could worship desegregated from one another. They certainly wouldn’t imagine a 26-year old woman speaking the words of a sermon about them. They might not have imagined us specifically, but here we are specifically their children.
And how will we live out that truth? Again, we’re not general. Each one of us is a child of people and experiences outside this congregation’s history. We’ve been mothered and fathered by countless individuals who have loved us and believed in us. We have even been born from our painful experiences. We wouldn’t be ourselves without them. We are children of events, places, people, and circumstances. We’re specific. And how will we live as their children?
And so we ask our questions again:
Who are you?
Where did you come from, and how did you get here?
What if you actually lived as that person?
And those questions are intricately tied to these:
Who are we?
Where have we come from, and how did we get here?
What would happen if we lived fully as ourselves – each one of us, bringing our stories and identities to the table – to share and be formed together?
And who would our children be, and how would they be formed in and through us – simply because in this present moment we remembered and lived as the people God has called us to be?
This semester we’ve talked about how powerful the effects of our actions can be. We’ve said that our dreams and actions can often be the catalyst that sets a string of events into motion – just like a ripple effect. We can live our lives knowing that we are receiving the ripples of the people who have come before us. We are affected by them. We may give thanks for those some of those ripples. We may want to make waves of our own, shifting the direction of negative forces from the past that continue to plague individuals and communities.
But despite some of these negative forces, we know that we live in gratitude to those who have set nurturing ripples into motion for us. Some we haven’t even met. But we are connected to them.
I have a friend who has always felt a deep connection to her maternal grandmother. She never met her because her grandmother died before she was born, but she certainly heard stories about her from her own mother. There’s no question that my friend has received ripples from her grandmother’s life. She received love and affection through her own mother who passed it down to her. Her grandmother’s love and influence trickled down to her, and the effects of her grandmother’s life will surely pass through her and through her children and her children’s children. And we could say that even tonight we’re receiving the ripples of her life as we talk about her in this sermon.
We can certainly think about these effects trickling down in time, but here’s an interesting question: Does my friend give ripples back to her grandmother? Does she affect her grandmother?
I have a feeling she does, maybe in ways more cosmic and intricate that we can grasp. But I do know this: My friend gives back to her grandmother when she lives as herself. She gives to her grandmother when she allows herself to be unconditionally loved by her mother. My friend’s grandmother would have wanted her daughter to have the experience of loving unconditionally. When my friend lives as herself – as a beloved child -- she is fulfilling a dream her grandmother had for her mother.
My friend gives ripples to a grandmother she’s never met because she fulfills a grandmother’s dream.
And that’s true for us tonight. We fulfill the dreams of people we’ve never met when we live into the truth that we are Children of God. Austin Agape, Campus Ministry at University Presbyterian Church – fulfilling the dream of people who lived in 1897.
What if we practiced the spiritual discipline of Remembrance and lived as the people we’re called to be? I wonder, how would that affect University Presbyterian Church in 2008? Well, we could try this. We could tell each other about the people and experiences that have impacted our life. We could pass on their ripples to others. We could even tell the stories we’ve unfortunately been taught to leave out, stories that have been squelched by society or been self-silenced. What if we even brought the part of us that we thought would be rejected? What if we took a risk?
I know one thing. We would affect each other. When a comet collides into another object in space, its orbit changes, and it can’t take the same path anymore. Bring your true self. Be a gift, and we won’t stay the same either. As we remember together, we will continually re-membered together.
Who knows? Maybe our children will tell about it.
- Renée Roederer, Campus Minister
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Scripture for Sunday: Remembrance
What does it mean to remember? What does it mean to share memory? How is this a spiritual discipline?
Psalm 78:1-7
Give ear, O my people, to my teaching;
incline your ears to the words of my mouth.
I will open my mouth in a parable;
I will utter dark sayings from of old,
things that we have heard and known,
that our ancestors have told us.
We will not hide them from their children;
we will tell to the coming generation
the glorious deeds of the Lord, and his might,
and the wonders that he has done.
He established a decree in Jacob,
and appointed a law in Israel,
which he commanded our ancestors
to teach to their children;
that the next generation might know them,
the children yet unborn,
and rise up and tell them to their children,
so that they should set their hope in God,
and not forget the works of God,
but keep his commandments.
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Prepare to Vote
President:
John McCain/Sarah Palin (Republican)
Barack Obama/Joe Biden (Democrat)
Bob Barr/Wayne A. Root (Libertarian)
United States Senator:
John Cornyn (Republican)
Richard J. (Rick) Noriega (Democrat)
Yvonne Adams Schick (Libertarian)
District 10, United States Representative:
Michael T. McCaul (Republican)
Larry Joe Doherty (Democrat)
Matt Finkel (Libertarian)
District 21, United States Representative:
Lamar Smith (Republican)
James Arthur Strohm (Libertarian)
District 25, United States Representative:
George L. Morovich (Republican)
Lloyd Doggett (Democrat)
Jim Stutsman (Libertarian)
Railroad Commissioner:
Michael L. Williams (Republican)
Mark Thompson (Democrat)
David Floyd (Liberatarian)
Chief Justice, Supreme Court of Texas:
Wallace B. Jefferson (Republican)
Jim Jordan (Democrat)
Tom Oxford (Libertarian)
Place 7, Justice, Supreme Court of Texas:
Dale Wainwright (Republican)
Sam Houston (Democrat)
David G. Smith (Libertarian)
Place 8, Justice, Supreme Court of Texas:
Phil Johnson (Republican)
Linda Reyna Yanez (Democrat)
Drew Shirley (Libertarian)
Place 3, Judge, Court of Criminal Appeals:
Tom Price (Republican)
Susan Strawn (Democrat)
Matthew E. Eilers (Libertarian)
Place 4, Judge, Court of Criminal Appeals:
Paul Womack (Republican)
J.R. Molina (Democrat)
Dave Howard (Libertarian)
Place 9, Judge, Court of Criminal Appeals:
Cathy Cochran (Republican)
William Bryan Strange, III (Libertarian)
District 46, State Representative:
Dawnna Dukes (Democrat)
Allen Hacker (Libertarian)
District 47, State Representative:
Donna Keel (Republican)
Valinda Bolton (Democrat)
District 48, State Representative:
Pamela Waggoner (Republican)
Donna Howard (Democratic)
Ben Easton (Libertarian)
District 49, State Representative:
Elliott Naishtat (Democrat)
District 50, State Representative:
Jerry J. Mikus, Jr. (Republican)
Mark Strama (Democrat)
Jerry Chandler (Libertarian)
District 51, State Representative:
Eddie Rodriguez (Democrat)
Arthur DiBianca (Libertarian)
Chief Justice, 3rd Corut of Appeals District:
Ken Law (Republican)
Woodie Jones (Democrat)
District Judge, 53rd Judicial District:
Scott Jenkins (Democrat)
District Judge, 98th Judicial District:
Rhonda Hurley (Democrat)
District Judge, 126th Judical District:
Darlene Byrne (Democrat)
District Judge, 167th Judicial District:
Mike Lynch (Democrat)
District Judge, 200th Judicial District:
Gisela D. Triana (Democrat)
District Judge, 345th Judicial District:
Stephen Yelenosky (Democrat)
District Judge, 353rd Judicial District:
Scott Ozmun (Democrat)
District Judge, 390th Judicial District:
Julie Harris Kocurek (Democrat)
District Judge 427th Judicial District:
Melissa Goodwin (Republican)
Jim Coronado (Democrat)
District Attorney:
Rosemary Lehmberg (Democrat)
County Court at Law 8, Judge:
Carlos H. Barrera (Democrat)
County Attorney:
David Escamilla (Democrat)
County Sheriff:
Raymond Frank (Republican)
Greg Hamilton (Democrat)
David McDaniel (Libertarian)
County Tax Assessor-Collector:
Don Zimmerman (Republican)
Nelda Wells Spears (Democrat)
Mike Burris (Libertarian)
Precinct 1, County Commissioner:
Ron Davis (Democrat)
Fancy Fairchild (Libertarian)
Precinct 3, County Commissioner:
Gerald Daugherty (Republican)
Karen Huber (Democrat)
Wes Benedict (Libertarian)
Precinct 1, County Constable:
Danny Thomas (Democrat)
Precinct 2, County Constable:
Bob Vann (Republican)
Adan Ballesteros (Democrat)
Arlo J. Pignotti (Libertarian)
Precinct 3, County Constable:
Mike Varela (Republican)
Richard Theodore McCain (Democrat)
Joe Edgar (Libertarian)
Precinct 4, County Constable:
Maria Canchola (Democrat)
Precinct 5, County Constable:
Bruce Elfant (Democrat)
Michael M. Holt (Libertarian)
And finally, here is a link to view the Propositions.