Tuesday, September 16, 2008

An Introduction: Megan!



Hi, I am Megan!

I have recently joined the church in July and am very excited to be here at University Presbyterian and Austin Agape! I am originally from Eureka, CA, where I did most of my growing up and some of my college years. Currently I am a philosophy major at Texas State and hope to be graduating sometime within my lifetime. (Two years is perhaps not that long. :) )

I started playing the guitar with Patrick at our College Night services Sunday nights for the new school year, and really enjoy music in general, as well as anything else creative that I can get my hands on.

If everything goes according to plan, I will be marrying the very distinguished and sometimes distracting Caleb Braley next summer. We hope to be attending the Presbyterian Seminary in Austin pending graduation(s) and perhaps a year abroad roughing it somewhere.

God has been subtle but nonetheless here and a definite support and guiding presence in my life. I am excited for the future and in that he brought me here for the rest of my college years! Folks are gorgeous and lovely, not just on the outside, but on the inside most especially, where it is most advantageous for an authentic environment with God. I feel wholeheartedly supported as God wants to develop me into my most effective and best educated version of myself! It is very gratifying!

Monday, September 15, 2008

Prayer Concerns



Jess's Dad was taken to the emergency room this morning for high blood pressure. Jess and her family are very concerned for him. Please be prayerful for them.

Also, please continue to remember those who were affected by hurricane Ike. In addition to the damage in Texas, Ike pummeled some of the Midwest as well. Jess, Renee, and Ian all have family and friends who received 70 mile per hour winds in Indiana and Kentucky yesterday. The wind damage is great there.

Thank you for your prayers.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Sermon: Being and Becoming Proclaimers



Matthew 25:31-46

Oh, parables. . .

This parable about the sheep and goats is one many of us have probably heard before. And we may have heard it many times. Parables, these teachings of Jesus, are all challenging. But there’s something about this one that catches our attention and shakes us in our boots, so to speak. It convicts us in ways that are more challenging than we might have bargained for when we decided to come here tonight.

And perhaps that’s what we need.

You know, maybe when we say “Thanks be to God” at the end of this scripture, we’re doing something deeper than spouting off some empty, liturgical phrase. Maybe we’re thanking God for conviction. Maybe we’re thanking God for who we’ll be as a result. Maybe we’re thanking God for the opportunity to remember who we are, Whose we are, and who we are ultimately called to live toward in this world. Thank you, God for this challenging parable. Thanks be to God.

Who might we be as a result of this parable? And how will we practice it – how will we live it out as a community, a family of faith? How will we practice our faith? – This question is one we’re being intentional about these days. For the first part of our semester, we’re thinking out loud about spiritual practices together. We’re thinking about the ways that spiritual practices might help us truly live – truly live in light of our relationship to God, and truly live in light of our relationship to other people.

So who and how will we be now that we’ve heard this parable on September 14th, 2008?

I had an interesting experience this week. A very interesting experience, an eye opening one to be honest. On Tuesday afternoon, I walked over to the bank on Guadalupe, and something caught my attention. There was a big black and yellow banner which spoke loudly with warning: ON THE DAY OF JUDGMENT, JESUS WILL CAST SINNERS INTO THE LAKE OF FIRE. (Those might not be the exact words, but they’re pretty close.) And also loud with warning was a young man – a street preacher. Later, I learned that his name was Jesse. “The Bible says – The Bible says – the Bible says.” This was the refrain, loud and with warning.

So after this banner and these words got my attention, I decided to go across the street and check out what Jesse had to say. There were about fifty people gathered on Tuesday to listen to him. It was interesting to hear his message and watch the students respond.

Nearly everything Jesse said was to serve one purpose: His ultimate goal was to convince the students who gathered on the West Mall that they were bad enough to need a Savior. He went through a litany of actions that he proclaimed to be sinful. The obvious ones were listed – don’t steal, for instance. It seemed that his goal was to get us to agree that stealing was wrong and condemned in the Bible. Then he would convince everyone that they were all thieves and in obvious need of Jesus Christ, the remedy to our wrongdoings.

But some of the sinful actions were not obvious cases of what we might label as “wrongdoing.” Jesse singled out a young woman for what she was wearing. She had claimed to be a Christian, and Jesse said that Christians don’t dress like that. After all she was giving Jesus a "bad name." As a result, Jesse got a ticket on the street for sexual harassment. He also singled out a young man who was carrying a pink backpack. Jesse said that was too "effeminate," a sin he believed to be condemned in 1st Corinthians. (By the way, he made a big leap in translation to get to a word like “effeminate.” A big stretch theologically too.) Jesse said that he himself had not sinned on that particular day, and in fact, he hadn’t sinned that entire week.

As you can imagine, lots of people were offended by Jesse’s message. He stood out there every day this week – Monday through Friday -- and spoke the same message loudly and with warning. And many people got pretty upset about it. But to be fair to Jesse, I really believe that he believed this was the loving thing to do. Many times, he told us that he was out there because he loved us. “Love does not tolerate sin,” he claimed and repeated and repeated.

But perhaps what was most interesting to me was this: Even though his message was offensive and divisive, I watched a host of students – students who were completely diverse --come together have conversations they probably never would have had with each other. I watched one young woman burst into tears and say to Jesse, “I feel like you’re trashing my faith. I feel like you’re completely misrepresenting what I believe in.” People who had no faith affiliation or formal belief system really felt for her. I watched them. I saw her talk with two strangers about it, two people who may have had no faith community at all.

And it was strange and beautiful to watch people who would normally sharply disagree, come together to talk about what really matters to them. Maybe Jesse’s offensive speech helped them speak and listen to one another in ways that were caring. Maybe his proclamation set an example they didn’t want to follow. Monologue somehow turned into dialog. People learned the names of those around them, and they all talked about what was ultimately true to them.

It was something I was energized an honored to be a part of. And on Wednesday, Caleb, Patrick, Seena, and I went back over, and we took some cookies over there, handed them out, and had conversation. If people asked, we told them we were a part of Austin Agape, but most of the time, we just struck up conversation and learned from a bunch of people. It was very moving.

And you know, it would be easy to brush Jesse aside completely, but I have to admit that I learned from him too. Last week, we talked about the spiritual practice of prayer, and I challenged us all – myself included – with this: When we’re praying for people, we’re ultimately pledging ourselves toward them. Often our prayers lead us to encounters – even uncomfortable encounters. I asked this: “What if someone with a completely different theology has something to say to you?” Well, I got what I prayed for. I may disagree with how Jesse uses and interprets the Bible. I may strongly disagree, but I had to ask myself, “What’s my relationship to the Bible these days? Am I challenging myself with it? Am I reading it? Am I taking it seriously?” Jesse had something to say to me too.

And Jesse made me think about proclamation, a spiritual practice we would all do well to consider. He certainly had a message to proclaim. And I may have disagreed with that message, but what am I proclaiming these days? What am I proclaiming with my words and with my actions? And what does it mean to proclaim? How might our community practice the spiritual discipline of proclamation?

Well, for starters we have this parable. We have this difficult, challenging parable. It isn’t necessarily difficult because it challenges our belief system. I think we all would agree that we should feed the hungry, give drink to the thirsty, clothe the naked, and visit those who are sick and in prison. But what’s convicting is that we have to say to ourselves: I agree with this, but am I living this? And even more challenging is that Jesus says when we practice these ministries of compassion among the least of these, we’re practicing them to him! And when we don’t practice these ministries among the least of these, we’re not practicing them – to him! This parable certainly proclaims a message to us – a difficult, challenging message.

So here’s one sermon we could preach tonight: We could say, “Well, we don’t want our proclamation to be like Jesse’s, so we won’t proclaim with words. We’ll proclaim with deeds! We’ll do all of these things listed in the parable, easy as pie, and when it comes to words about faith – especially when it comes to words about Jesus -- we’ll keep quiet like good little, blessed-of-the-Father sheep.”

Easy enough? Well maybe not. If we did that, we would just be doing something similar to what we reviled against. We would be splitting up our understanding into “Us and Them” thinking. There’s “Us Christians” and “Them Christians.” “Doer Christians” and “Talker Christians.” “Justice Christians” and “Bible-Thumping Christians.” Well, maybe proclamation is deeper than keeping quiet when other people are loud. Maybe it’s deeper than trying to be the polar opposite of people who proclaim a message we might be uncomfortable with.

Instead, maybe it’s about adding our voice to the dialogue. Maybe it’s bringing our deepest questions and our best insights into conversation. Maybe it’s about listening. Maybe we need to be proclaimed to. Maybe it’s about listening to people we would disagree with. Maybe it’s about listening to the scriptures. After all, don’t they proclaim a message to us and give us a message to proclaim?

So what does this scripture proclaim to us? It proclaims a life of orientation. We are called to live toward those who are hungry, thirsty, naked, sick, and in prison. And Jesus certainly lives toward them – so much so that he says they are the “least of these who are members of my family.” Jesus lives toward them so much that when we do the same, we are living and loving the Son of Man ourselves. What if we made them members of our family?

Well, if we did that, we would be entering the spiritual practice of proclamation. Our lives would be a sermon of inclusion. We, Austin Agape, would preach a message to this church, and we would proclaim a message to Austin, Texas.

And a family shouldn’t involve “us and them” language either. It’s not simply that we have a message of hope to proclaim to the hungry, thirsty, naked, and sick by offering our food, drink, clothing, and visitation. We do have that message, and that is a message we ought to proclaim. But the least of these have a message to proclaim too. They have a claim on us. There are experiences we haven’t been able to imagine. There are ways of knowing God’s love that we might too often ignore. If we practice the proclamation of this scripture – if we live toward the least of these – we’re pledging to listen and to add their voice to the conversation. We’re proclaiming God’s love in dialogue to one another. We need the least of these, and sometimes, we might even be the least of these to someone else. We are called to proclaim a life of living toward one another.

And so here’s something interesting. When the sheep of this parable lived this way – lived their orientation toward the least of these -- they weren’t doing it to check off a list of do-good actions. They also weren’t holding up banners of warning and checking off a list of sinful actions to avoid. When the Son of Man told them they had practiced these ministries of compassion toward him, they were surprised. “When did we do any of these things for you?” They had entered a life of this orientation so fully that it wasn’t to gain laurels for themselves. It wasn’t to be saved or to get some kind of fire insurance. It’s just a part of who they were.

And how can we do something similar? We can become proclaimers by practicing. We can put these ministries into practice. If we do, we will proclaim a beautiful message. We may just end up having conversations we would never have otherwise.

Every Sunday night, we come into this worship space, and we experience a sermon together. That’s certainly a form of proclamation. And I say we experience a sermon because it’s an event, and often, it’s the impetus that sets a string of events into motion. The sermon isn’t confined to the words that are said. And it certainly isn’t about the preacher. The sermon includes the scripture and words that the preacher says, but it also includes the thoughts, emotions, and actions that emerge in the community as a result. You are not only part of the sermon. You are the sermon. You are preachers – proclaimers – every time you put this scripture into action.

So how will we do it this week? Will we talk to someone on the street? Will we listen? Will we call someone who’s struggling? Will we have conversation with some of the 90 some-odd people who gather in this room every Tuesday morning at a food pantry? How will we put our faith into practice?

Who and how will we be now that we’ve heard this parable on September 14th, 2008?

- Renée Roederer, Campus Minister

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Scripture for Sunday



How does this scripture speak to you about the spiritual practice of proclamation?

Matthew 25:31-26

When the Son of Man comes in his glory, and all the angels with him, then he will sit on the throne of his glory. All the nations will be gathered before him, and he will separate people one from another as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats, and he will put the sheep at his right hand and the goats at his left. Then the king will say to those at his right hand, "Come, you who are blessed by my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world; for I was hungry and you gave me food, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you welcomed me, I was naked and you gave me clothing, I was sick and you took care of me, I was in prison and you visited me."

Then the righteous will answer him, "Lord, when was it when we saw you hungry and gave you food, or thirsty and gave you something to drink? And when was it that we saw you a stranger and welcomed you, or naked and gave you clothing? And when was it that we saw you sick and in prison and visited you?"

And the king will answer them, "Truly I tell you, just as you did it to the least of these who are members of my family, you did it to me."

Then he will say to those at his left hand, "You that are accursed, depart from me into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels; for I was hungry and you gave me no food, I was thirsty and you gave me nothing to drink, I was a stranger and you did not welcome me, naked and you did not give me clothing, sick and in prison and you did not visit me."

Then they will also answer, "Lord, when was it that we saw you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or naked or sick or in prison, and did not take care of you?"

Then he will answer them, "Truly, I tell you, just as you did not do it to one of the least of these, you did not do it to me." And these will go away into eternal punishment, but the righteous into eternal life.

The Proclamation of Our Community: Amanda



Austin Agape is focusing on spiritual disciplines during the months of September and October. This week, we are considering the spiritual discipline of proclamation.

In light of this, we are asking a question: How has the message of God been proclaimed to you at Austin Agape?


"For me, the answer to this question is another question - in what way has Austin Agape NOT proclaimed the message of God to me?

When I came to UT in 2004, I did not believe in God. I was disillusioned with His church and with his followers and I did not want any part of a belief system that I perceived to be so hypocritical and flippant. Believe me when I tell you that my church up in Fort Worth has only gotten worse in the time since I've been gone, even though they are probably one of the most superficially healthy congregations in the entire Presbyterian Church. The way that God's message was treated in that church turned me away from any real experience of God.

I held out until November of my freshman year. But God followed me. He told me to go to church, that something was definitely missing in my life and that I needed to go seek and find. Having been the recipient of a small barrage of emails from UPC since I'd signed up at the table at orientation, I decided to go check out evening worship. I don't remember that first night, or the next Sunday I came or the next. They all kind of run together in my head... because I stayed. I loved UPC and the message that Ben was preaching Sunday after Sunday. Everyone in the group was not only speaking the message of God in such a heartfelt and honest way, but they were following up on the words they said with action and sincere thought. I kept coming back for more.

Austin Agape, as the group has come to be called, knows how to practice the faith that God taught us through his son Jesus. Jesus had two commandments, which he said were the ones to practice above all others, to "love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind" and to "Love your neighbor as yourself". Through ministry with the food pantry, involvement in the University Interfaith Council,awareness of fair trade practices, honest and earnest worship of God, and a wholehearted love of everyone we meet, Austin Agape practices those two commandments.

UPC proclaimed the word of God to me, a nonbeliever, and led me back to the love that I cherish above all others. I owe Austin Agape my faith and all the love in my heart."

-Amanda

The Proclamation of Our Community: Tiana



How has the message of God been proclaimed to you at Austin Agape?

"I think the message of God has been proclaimed to me at UPC by the relationships that are encouraged. I remember Ben(at least I'm pretty sure it was Ben) did a sermon once where he mentioned that we were all supposed to love each other like brothers and sisters in faith, and on the whole I think that that's really how our relationships are. Our common acceptance of God's love for us allows us to have a bond and interest in each other that isn't found in just any group setting. The selflessness of each individual person also reminds me to also try to live with the focus of loving and serving the people around me."

-Tiana

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Purpose as Children of God



I have been thinking about what it means to be a Christian and what I am called to do, who I am called to be, in light of my belief that I am a child of God. Actually, I’ve been thinking about this in different ways quite a bit…for awhile now. And after all my thinking and questioning, and pondering, for the most part, I can only “live the questions” as I persist with an awareness of far fewer “answers.” I thought I might pass along some of the questions I’ve stumbled upon so far:

If God is our creator and life-giver, to truly give us “life,” wouldn’t He give us some purpose as well? Isn’t having some purpose a necessary component of what it means to “live?” Moreover, as children of God, wouldn’t you think our lives would be even more closely related to some purpose? He wouldn’t just make us and say, “Well, sorry kids, batteries ‘not included,’ figure it out and come up with some purpose on your own.” Would he? I really don’t know. Maybe to some extent, we are supposed to figure things out on our own, including our purpose, or some “personalized” portion of our purpose at least.

Now, there is Genesis, where God gives us dominion over all other life on earth, but if that is to be interpreted as purpose for us, is it our only purpose? Do we have purpose beyond this call? Should we, perhaps instead, ask what all is entailed in the great call to be stewards of earth and its other inhabitants? What about our role in the context of each other and community? What about our purpose not just as individuals, but as a society, a people?

Some of you may be recalling the words of Micah 6—thoughts on what this means?

Any other thoughts?

- Patrick Garvin